She’s looking for love where the sun doesn’t shine…
November 22, 2009
Eew. Yesterday was the first day this month i actually saw the sun. I’m not kidding. Every other fucking day it has been either raining or snowing or foggy or cloudy or everything at once.
So this is the perfect time to be frustrated and angry and bitter, so I’m going to complain about everything at once now, here we go:
- I’m getting angry at the weather
- I’m getting angry about the fact that my body and my subconscious things the day is almost over when it gets dark
- I’m getting angry that this happens at 4 pm.
- I’m getting angry at my bank for still not giving me full access to my own fucking money for a couple of months now
- I’m getting angry at my dog for not understanding what I want him to do
- I’m getting angry at myself for getting angry at my dog
- I’m getting angry about broken promises, even if it’s just about baking cookies
- I’m getting angry about people thinking that I moved to some kind of feminist wonderland, just because the differences in how much women and men are paid for the same work are a little less in Sweden than in Germany and there is better access to nurserys, as if that was the only point in which women are disadvantaged. (I’m just shortly throwing in disturbed body images, double standards in sexual behavior, sexist advertisement, domestic violence and rape here for a second)
- I’m getting angry about people assuming that one person only can worry about one thing at once. “How can you worry about animal rights when there still is war in this world? How can you worry about womens rights when there is climate change happening? How can you buy ecological food when there are people out there who don’t have food? How can you be an antifascist while there are women being raped every day?” I could go on with a lot of phrases like that which I, (maybe with small changes) already heard more than once…
-I’m getting agry at myself for not doing the things I’m supposed to do
I could go on for longer, but instead, I finally found a solution for a my problems!
Note: Actually, forcing yourself to smile for a minute can cheer you up because it makes your brain to produce more happy hormones, but that would be cheating…
